The Unfortunate Visitor
I’m sad to say that this is not the month your life begins 😦
Today went from being CD32 to being CD1… I spent all week with this feeling that aunt flo would come tomorrow and that I knew I wasn’t pregnant, but days would pass and it wouldn’t come… so I started to get hopeful… only to have a bigger fall. I’m so sad this was another bust cycle… but I am definitely not pregnant… this is not my month. When will it be be my turn? This is so emotionally exhausting… the thought of never being pregnant goes through my mind so many times in a day… it’s hard to stay positive…
Now I need to call the clinic and let them know that aunt flo is here, but I’m gonna tell them it was here yesterday and I just didn’t have time to call it in. I read that if you take Clomid/Femara on days 2-6 it’s more likely to produce more than 1 egg at once… I would be so happy to have both of you inside my belly at once! This is what keeps me hopeful… I have to hold on to something.
I’m at work and it’s not going to be a very productive day… it’s hard when Im not mentally focused…
note to self: learn to have a calm heart in the middle of a storm.