Can’t Wait to Hold You!

ultra2I’ve longed for this moment for so long… the day that I would finally have you growing in my belly… when that day finally came I was so excited! But it was so hard to accept reality… I felt like something was over my head and it was a matter of time before the rug was pulled from under my feet.

Then one day I started bleeding. It was terrifying. The doctor said it was a natural thing but that I should stay in bed rest until the bleeding stopped for 7 days in a row. I was divided between my hopeful dreams of you and the cruel reality in front of me.

Time never passed so slowly. 

3 weeks later I was finally released from bed rest but I can’t say I was able to fully relax and enjoy our “time together”. I’m 13 weeks now and I’m starting to feel more secure about what the future holds. This is my last week in the 1st trimester and Im excited to start feeling you kick soon! We heard your heart beating a few times and it was he coolest thing EVER! Last week we were able to see you in detail, with your little arms and legs moving.. You’re the size of a lemon and a s long as a pea pod right now… but by the looks of me it’s like you’re the size of a melon. I feel like a cow, thank you very much! LOL (in case LOL is no longer around by the time you read this, it  means I’m “laughing out loud”)

I’ll be seeing you again in 3 weeks! Hang tight and I’ll see you soon my love!!

Love you so much and can’t wait to meet you and hold you and kiss you!





About Love,DANI

I have recently developed Obsessive Compulsive Blogging Disorder in order to mask the fact that my ability to procreate might be fully dependent on my bank account balance. Some think I'm bossy others think I'm soft, but the truth is I'm a sugglebunny she-ra wine drinking slave working alpha bitch that just wants to have some goddamn babies. is something I've always wanted to do since I was a kid and decided to write down all the things my mom did wrong but blogs didn't exist. So I take notes of things I want to teach my imaginary kids, good and bad. You'll find that I fluctuate between loving and crazy wannabe mom. I hope my kids will read this someday. This one is for my bitches and I write about whatever I want, whatever thought is on my mind that day. Beware, I freely curse ad I'm a firm believer that swear words are here to emphasize my thoughts.

Posted on November 12, 2014, in 1st Trimester. Bookmark the permalink. 3 Comments.

  1. They look real cozy in there! Great job, mama! X

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