Can’t Wait to Hold You!

I’ve longed for this moment for so long… the day that I would finally have you growing in my belly… when that day finally came I was so excited! But it was so hard to accept reality… I felt like something was over my head and it was a matter of time before the rug was pulled from under my feet.

Then one day I started bleeding. It was terrifying. The doctor said it was a natural thing but that I should stay in bed rest until the bleeding stopped for 7 days in a row. I was divided between my hopeful dreams of you and the cruel reality in front of me.

Time never passed so slowly. 

3 weeks later I was finally released from bed rest but I can’t say I was able to fully relax and enjoy our “time together”. I’m 13 weeks now and I’m starting to feel more secure about what the future holds. This is my last week in the 1st trimester and Im excited to start feeling you kick soon! We heard your heart beating a few times and it was he coolest thing EVER! Last week we were able to see you in detail, with your little arms and legs moving.. You’re the size of a lemon and a s long as a pea pod right now… but by the looks of me it’s like you’re the size of a melon. I feel like a cow, thank you very much! LOL (in case LOL is no longer around by the time you read this, it  means I’m “laughing out loud”)

I’ll be seeing you again in 3 weeks! Hang tight and I’ll see you soon my love!!

Love you so much and can’t wait to meet you and hold you and kiss you!

LOVE,

Mom